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he may be so enthralled by his new life that he talks
or thinks of little else. In either case certain family
problems will arise. With these we have had experi­
ence galore.
We think it dangerous if he rushes headlong at his
economic problem. The family will be affected also,
pleasantly at first, as they feel their money troubles
are about to be solved, then not so pleasantly as they
find themselves neglected. Dad may be tired at night
and preoccupied by day. He may take small interest
in the children and may show irritation when reproved
for his delinquencies. If not irritable, he may seem
dull and boring, not gay and affectionate as the family
would like him to be. Mother may complain of inat­
tention. They are all disappointed, and often let him
feel it. Beginning with such complaints, a barrier
arises. He is straining every nerve to make up for lost
time. He is striving to recover fortune and reputation
and feels he is doing very well.
Sometimes mother and children don’t think so.
Having been neglected and misused in the past, they
think father owes them more than they are getting.
They want him to make a fuss over them. They expect
him to give them the nice times they used to have be­
fore he drank so much, and to show his contrition for
what they suffered. But dad doesn’t give freely of
himself. Resentment grows. He becomes still less
communicative. Sometimes he explodes over a trifle.
The family is mystified. They criticize, pointing out
how he is falling down on his spiritual program.
This sort of thing can be avoided. Both father and
the family are mistaken, though each side may have
some justification. It is of little use to argue and only