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                                 without disaster, provided he remains willing to main­
                                 tain a certain simple attitude.
                                    Some of our alcoholic readers may think they can do
                                 without spiritual help. Let us tell you the rest of the
                                 conversation our friend had with his doctor.
                                    The doctor said: “You have the mind of a chronic
                                 alcoholic. I have never seen one single case recover,
                                 where that state of mind existed to the extent that it
                                 does in you.’’ Our friend felt as though the gates of
                                 hell had closed on him with a clang.
                                    He said to the doctor, “Is there no exception?’’
                                    “Yes,’’ replied the doctor, “there is. Exceptions to
                                 cases such as yours have been occurring since early
                                 times. Here and there, once in a while, alcoholics
                                 have had what are called vital spiritual experiences.
                                 To me these occurrences are phenomena. They ap­
                                 pear to be in the nature of huge emotional displace­
                                 ments and rearrangements. Ideas, emotions, and
                                 attitudes which were once the guiding forces of the
                                 lives of these men are suddenly cast to one side, and a
                                 completely new set of conceptions and motives begin
                                 to dominate them. In fact, I have been trying to
                                 produce some such emotional rearrangement within
                                 you. With many individuals the methods which I em­
                                 ployed are successful, but I have never been success­
                                 ful with an alcoholic of your description.”*
                                    Upon hearing this, our friend was somewhat re­
                                 lieved, for he reflected that, after all, he was a good
                                 church member. This hope, however, was destroyed
                                 by the doctor’s telling him that while his religious
                                 convictions were very good, in his case they did not
                                 spell the necessary vital spiritual experience.
                                 *For amplification—see Appendix II.
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