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152 ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS
ers, we smile at such a sally. We know our friend is
like a boy whistling in the dark to keep up his spirits.
He fools himself. Inwardly he would give anything to
take half a dozen drinks and get away with them. He
will presently try the old game again, for he isn’t
happy about his sobriety. He cannot picture life with­
out alcohol. Some day he will be unable to imagine
life either with alcohol or without it. Then he will
know loneliness such as few do. He will be at the
jumping-off place. He will wish for the end.
We have shown how we got out from under. You
say, “Yes, I’m willing. But am I to be consigned to a
life where I shall be stupid, boring and glum, like
some righteous people I see? I know I must get along
without liquor, but how can I? Have you a sufficient
substitute?”
Yes, there is a substitute and it is vastly more than
that. It is a fellowship in Alcoholics Anonymous.
There you will find release from care, boredom and
worry. Your imagination will be fired. Life will mean
something at last. The most satisfactory years of your
existence lie ahead. Thus we find the fellowship, and
so will you.
“How is that to come about?” you ask. “Where am
I to find these people?”
You are going to meet these new friends in your own
community. Near you, alcoholics are dying helplessly
like people in a sinking ship. If you live in a large
place, there are hundreds. High and low, rich and
poor, these are future fellows of Alcoholics Anony­
mous. Among them you will make lifelong friends.
You will be bound to them with new and wonderful
ties, for you will escape disaster together and you will