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cern, selling railway supplies, gas engines of all sorts,
and many other items of heavy hardware. During
these years, I drank as much as my purse permitted,
still without paying too great a penalty, although I
was beginning to have morning jitters at times. I lost
only a half day’s work during these three years.
My next move was to take up the study of medicine,
entering one of the largest universities in the country.
There I took up the business of drinking with much
greater earnestness than I had previously shown. On
account of my enormous capacity for beer, I was
elected to membership in one of the drinking societies,
and soon became one of the leading spirits. Many
mornings I have gone to classes, and even though fully
prepared, would turn and walk back to the fraternity
house because of my jitters, not daring to enter the
classroom for fear of making a scene should I be called
on for recitation.
This went from bad to worse until Sophomore spring
when, after a prolonged period of drinking, I made up
my mind that I could not complete my course, so I
packed my grip and went South to spend a month on a
large farm owned by a friend of mine. When I got the
fog out of my brain, I decided that quitting school was
very foolish and that I had better return and continue
my work. When I reached school, I discovered the
faculty had other ideas on the subject. After much
argument they allowed me to return and take my
exams, all of which I passed creditably. But they were
much disgusted and told me they would attempt to
struggle along without my presence. After many pain­
ful discussions, they finally gave me my credits and I