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migrated to another of the leading universities of the
country and entered as a Junior that fall.
There my drinking became so much worse that the
boys in the fraternity house where I lived felt forced
to send for my father, who made a long journey in
the vain endeavor to get me straightened around. This
had little effect however for I kept on drinking and
used a great deal more hard liquor than in former
years.
Coming up to final exams I went on a particularly
strenuous spree. When I went in to write the examina­
tions, my hand trembled so I could not hold a pencil.
I passed in at least three absolutely blank books. I
was, of course, soon on the carpet and the upshot was
that I had to go back for two more quarters and re­
main absolutely dry, if I wished to graduate. This I
did, and proved myself satisfactory to the faculty,
both in deportment and scholastically.
I conducted myself so creditably that I was able to
secure a much coveted internship in a western city,
where I spent two years. During these two years I
was kept so busy that I hardly left the hospital at all.
Consequently, I could not get into any trouble.
When those two years were up, I opened an office
downtown. I had some money, all the time in the
world, and considerable stomach trouble. I soon dis­
covered that a couple of drinks would alleviate my
gastric distress, at least for a few hours at a time, so it
was not at all difficult for me to return to my former
excessive indulgence.
By this time I was beginning to pay very dearly
physically and, in hope of relief, voluntarily incar­
cerated myself at least a dozen times in one of the