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                                              HE SOLD HIMSELF SHORT

                                          But he found there was a Higher Power that had
                                       more faith in him than he had in himself. Thus, A.A.
                                       was born in Chicago.



                                          grew up  in a small town outside Akron, Ohio,
                                     I  where the life was typical of any average small
                                     town. I was very much interested in athletics, and
                                     because of this and parental influence, I didn’t drink
                                     or smoke in either grade or high school.
                                       All of this changed when I went to college. I had
                                     to adapt to new associations and associates, and it
                                     seemed to be the smart thing to drink and smoke. I
                                     confined drinking to weekends, and drank normally in
                                     college and for several years thereafter.
                                       After I left school, I went to work in Akron, living
                                     at home with my parents. Home life was again a re­
                                     straining influence. When I drank, I hid it from my
                                     folks out of respect for their feelings. This continued
                                     until I was twenty-seven. Then I started traveling,
                                     with the United States and Canada as my territory
                                     and with so much freedom and with an unlimited ex­
                                     pense account, I was soon drinking every night and
                                     kidding myself that it was all part of the job. I know
                                     now that 60 percent of the time I drank alone without
                                     benefit of customers.
                                       In  1930, I moved to Chicago. Shortly thereafter,
                                     aided by the Depression, I found that I had a great
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